Think before you choose

I have been teaching for only nine months. Now I think I might have regretted my decision. I was naive when I made my decision about six years ago.

Bukan semua orang mampu menjadi guru. Perlu hati yang ikhlas, usaha yang mantap dan berterusan. Me? Sometimes ikhlas, most of the times, MALAS. I think I don't have the most important element to teach which is PASSION. Without passion, you cannot do anything.

Sometimes, life takes its own turns. When it does, we discover more about ourselves. Maybe there is a sliver lining behind all these hurdles. What I am sure right now is that I don't have any passion in teaching. I teach just for the sake of menghalalkan dan memberkati duit gaji. I do what I am supposed to do, I don't push myself far for I don't have the passion.

I realize that in our life, most of us end up doing things that we are most passionate about, regardless what degree or qualifications we have. Thus it is important for us to search for our passion in life so that our life becomes more meaningful and more fulfilling.