tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25524223475849855072012-02-02T02:12:19.730+08:00It is simple: Love me, or leave me..:. syafwah .:.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16667346799591483694noreply@blogger.comBlogger551100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2552422347584985507.post-57853726472417160262011-05-31T17:14:00.005+08:002011-06-02T12:44:20.684+08:00

My beautiful son is now 1 year and 6 months old. Time flies. It doesn't feel 18 months + 9 months (pregnancy phase) at all. It seems so surreal that I have actually breastfeed (BF) my baby for this long.Since most of my friends now are married,and some of them are now already mothers and soon to be mothers, I really want to share my own experience of exclusive breastfeeding (EBF) with you all. I

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I am becoming sick of being a teacher in Malaysia. Teachers in Malaysia are not treated like teachers in the UK, for example. Teachers there are so much respected and being a teacher there means you have a really good professional job. But, here in Malaysia....Let's take today newspaper headline: Cegah Murid Gemuk (Prevent students to becoming fat). In the news, it is reported like this:Beliau

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I have been thinking recently about whether to pursue Masters or start my own business. But now, I have made up my mind. I want to start my own business, pursuing my true dream.Sebab utama yang menyebabkan saya buat pilihan ni adalah saya mahu kepuasan diri tanpa ada tekanan orang atasan. Yelah, kalau ada Masters and PhD pun still jd orang bawahan. Nak jadi bos, mau tunggu dah tua, baru dapat

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This songs says everything that I want to say to you.You will always be my baby, no matter how old you will be.Sometimes I wonder How I'd ever make it through, Through this world without having you I just wouldn't have a clue 'Cause sometimes it seems Like this world's closing in on me, And there's no way of breaking free And then I see you reach for me Sometimes I wanna give up I wanna give in,

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I am obses with this super flexible fruit/veggie. It is flexible because it can be made into different types of food: juice, main dish (buat sayur tumis, makan ngan nasi) and dessert.I think no other fruits can beat carrots.I love carrot cake. To buy them from bakery...it is quite expensive, plus I don't trust the taste - too much additional stuffs (raisins etc). So better bake my own.So here is

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School holiday is always wanted by teachers more than students, I guess, for I am a teacher and I do enjoy school holidays more than my students do. Cuti akhir tahun ni yang paling best sebab cuti yang paling panjang sampai kadang-kadang sampai bosan rasa rindu pula pada sekolah.Oleh sebab terlalu bosan, mulalah minat terhadap pencuci mulut, desserts menguasai diri. So I browsed the net, watched

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He is one year old now. ONE YEAR OLD!! Amazing how having a child makes it easier for me to go through a year, without realizing we have managed to go through 12 months.Raihan, my darling baby boy is really active now. He eats a lot too ( and then he will suffer from constipation). Amazing little boy, he is. Dah pandai sebut bird, bes ( as in habis) and nak. Palaing best bila dia sebut nak.

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I have been teaching for only nine months. Now I think I might have regretted my decision. I was naive when I made my decision about six years ago.Bukan semua orang mampu menjadi guru. Perlu hati yang ikhlas, usaha yang mantap dan berterusan. Me? Sometimes ikhlas, most of the times, MALAS. I think I don't have the most important element to teach which is PASSION. Without passion, you cannot do

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Walaupun baru setahun lebih bergelar isteri dan baru 5 bulan bergelar ibu, saya amat kagum dengan kehebatan wanita yang bergelar isteri dan ibu. Hal ini adalah disebabkan oleh beberapa faktor:1. Walaupun penat bekerja di pejabat atau sekolah, si wanita masih bertenaga untuk memastikan rumah berada dalam keadaan yang teratur. Paling kurang, sinki bersih tanpa pinggan mangkuk yang kotor.2. Dalam

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Wah..lama gle x update! Dari sebelum bersalin sampai la umur baby dah sebulan... Biasala, busy yang teramat sgt... This time, I want to share some of my experience of being a pregnant lady, and the experience of giving birth.The PregnancyBoth husband and I plan to have a baby. But not this soon as we thought that I will only conceive a few months after stop taking my pills. But His plans are

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I am still digesting the fact that I have a being developing inside my womb. I am still unable to imagine what our life would be like with the coming new little member. I can't imagine what kind of mother I will be. Just one thing: I love the way my body is changing itself.Some people ask me whether I have extraordinary 'mengidam' or not. Well, I don't really have one (or more). But here are 3

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I stopped taking my pills early March. Some may think that it is too early for me to get pregnant and have a child. But I have faith in God's decision and in myself. I am a strong woman, I have always been.Thinking about how I got to learn the fact that I am pregnant, it is quite interesting. I could feel that I am conceiving although the 3 pregnancy test I took told me otherwise. And I keep

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Well... I know it has been ages since I last updated my blog. My life is unbelievably busy! I have never experienced such a busy life before this. Maybe now that I am married, I have more commitment and work to do, but I still have the same amount hours like other eligible bachelors out there, which is 24 and not 48 hours! As I have less time, but more work that others, I will just write a very

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Finally, after a few weeks of craziness, I have the time to update my long abandoned blog. Sampai bersawang lah kan, bak kata Suhaimi. Bukannya apa...busy sangat la dik oii... Lepas kenduri tu, kelas pun start, everyday ada kelas, and weekened busy keluar ke sana ke mari. Ni pun x berapa sihat, jadi tak pergi kelas dan berehat. Alhamdullilah...I am sure, many will ask me, 'How your new/ married

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When people ask me, are you nervous now that you are getting married? I always answer no, as I have been waiting for far too long.But now that the wedding is more or less four more weeks to go, I am actually NERVOUS!I even get jumpy when I am not doing anything.I even get jumpier when I actually do something.Gosh, why am I nervous????

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What is the relationship of you and him?My husband.. in the next 37 days, insya Allah :))Your 5 impressions towards him1. Caring2. Responsible3. Loving4. Strict5. Clingy!The most memorable things he had done for you areUncountable.The most memorable things he have said to you?I like to keep this private.If he becomes your enemy, you willdo nothing, coz this is not going to happen.If he becomes

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The little cute black kitten has grown up into fat, beautiful, gorgeous, clingy cat.She is so clingy that she will not leave my mum's side.My mum brings her every where, balik kampung, pegi kedai, isi minyak kereta etc.Guess now my mum has a new little baby to take care of...

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I am very choosy when it comes to eating chocolate cake. The cake must have the right amount of moisture, the acceptable level of 'chocolateyness' and enough sweetness and creaminess. In my search for 'The Choc Cake', I came across a recipe and tried baking it for my best friend's 22nd Birthday. And here is the result:Chocolate Fudge Cake(note: picture might not give the right justice to the

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It is 29th October 2008. I have finally done writing my last chapter, complete with all the appendices needed for my dissertation.Thank you so much to my extremely superb tutor, Katy Salisbury.The journey is now very close to its end.It is indeed very amazing.Splendid.

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Dear all,Here I want to share with you my want list of things that I want to have before I am back to Malaysia. I know I am broke now, so by writing this the feeling of brokeness lessen up and the want to browse Amazon or ebay or argos will diminish....Prestige pressure cookerMultifunction blenderKenwood food processorGeorge Foreman health grillMake up set (for my hantaran)Books (education, story

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This new obsession has caused her RM 400. Well... I don't mind, it was from her own money, as long as she is happy, I am happy for her too [but I am not very happy that she buang my Boy! Poor little kitty :( Penat I selamatkan and nurture him..huhu.. May he is safe under His protection & love, amin.... ]So, here is the gorgeous & mischievous little thing...Btw, her name is Maria.

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I rarely get homesick. Very rarely. Maybe because I am so used to live far from my family. I have started live independently since I was 13, and till now, almost 10 years. But lately, the feeling of homesickness kicks me. It kicks hard.Malam-malam sebelum tido teringat kat ibu. How hard she has worked to raise us. Banyak benda and pengorbanan yang ibu dah buat. Banyak duit ibu dah guna untuk

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Because of you,I am sleep deprived,And now I have a pair of panda eyes .Because of you,I have to leave my soap dramas,And now I am less entertained .Because of you,I have to abandon my hobbies,And now I am not an avid reader .Because of you,I am sometimes depressed,And now I bake a lot .Because of you,I have to be best friend with the library,And now my room is full of books .Because of you,I

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Happiness is what all humans are looking for in this life. Some look for it in wealth. Some look for it in friendship. Some look for it in relationship. I am no exception. Being a bit unhappy lately, and had had some issues, have made me wondering, where and how can I find the ultimate happiness...Happiness,it doesn't lie in a good relationship with humans.It lies in a strong relationship with

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We always say that we care about our friends. But the reality is, do we really care? Or do we just care or thought of them when we need something from them? Or when we have not seen them joining functions for a long time? Contohnya, nak mintak tolong proofread assignment or beli barang kt ASDA dan bermacam-macam lagi. I am sick of these kind of people.I am not saying I am such a wonderful person

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Rules::-* Link to your tagger and post these rules on your blog.* Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog, some random, some weird.* Tag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blogs.* Let them know they are tagged by leaving a comment on their blog.Haiyoo... amende alah la tag-tag ni.. I thought of clothing tag when I first heard of this tagging thing.

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we are different in our own ways,it makes us unique,distinguished,just special.celebrate,enjoy,appreciate andaccept,our uniqueness.be thankful for this,as it makes our life richer,more lively.so please,please, please stop.stop judging.just stop.just stop judging.stop it.

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Tinggal lagi dua hari untuk hantar first draft of my first chapter to Katy. But, hell, I am struggling with my health and writing the first thousand words. My head hurts after a few hours in front of the screen. Cubaan yang hebat. Panadol is my next top friend now.Anyway, I am thinking of writing about a story of how a girl met a boy. This is the opening song for the story. I love the song. It is

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I love animals, especially furry ones. When my parents and I went to Roadwalk in Penang, I fell in love with a pair of rabbits, but my parents won't hear me! I left Penang that day with a broken heart..Actually I wanted to be a vet. Tapi abang cakap something yang buat hati ni terus tak lalu nak jadi vet. Dia cakap: Buat pe jadi vet, bukannya membantu pembangunan negara! There you go..and I am a

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Time passes quickly that we barely realised how much time we have actually wasted. As for me, I don't really want to admit that I wasted my summer vacation doing nothing. I wasted some time, but most of the time I spend it with my mom and preparing for my incoming wedding.The journey to Malaysia was a tough one. Flight got cancelled and delayed, stranded alone...It took me almost four days to

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In this piece of writing, I will write something different, I will write about my trip and visit to a dear friend of mine. My good buddies sent me off, they almost brought me to tears (special appreciation to Mohd Azizi bin Abd Aziz for his efforts to make me cry!). Thank you ever so much for everything , my darlings. You guys have made me very happy for the past 2 weeks, which were the happiest

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I hate it when confusion attacks me. I have been in this state for a while now, which has caused me to abandon my blog writing. I can't stop thinking about things. I can't stop questioning myself. And worse, I don't like to be with some people who I believe affect my confusion state, although they are innocent.In next few weeks, I will be lonely. My close friends are going away. And I am going

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Dan di antara kekuasaan-Nya ialah Dia menciptakan untukmu isteri-isteri dari jenismu sendiri, supaya kamu cenderung dan merasa tenteram kepadanya, dan dijadikan-Nya diantara kamu rasa kasih sayang. Sesungguhnya pada yang demikian itu benar-benar terdapat tanda-tanda bagi kaum yang berfikir(30: 21)Assalamu'alaikum wbt . . .Agak lama juga saya telah membiarkan blog saya ni tidak berusik. Saya telah

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Happy birthday! Happy bornday! Hepi besday! dan yang sinonim dengannya akan kita terima pada tarikh yang sama setiap tahun hingga akhir hayat (or if we are well-known, maybe even after we died!). Birthday is always fun and make us happy.Kini saya sudah pun berumur 22 tahun. Dah tua... Cepat je masa berlalu. For my birthday this year, I don't really celebrate it. Ia cuma hari yang menandakan umur

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Assalamua'alaikum wbt....Heheh...maafla kepada yang menunggu update terbaru saya. It is just that I take a very long time to think about an issue before finally I get to the writing process. Ni pun bersemangat sebab ada seoang pembaca setia bertanya bila saya akan mengupdate blog saya ni yang saya kira dah dekat sebulan juga tak 'berusik'.Sepanjang 3 minggu saya berkelana ke 4 negara, inilah yang

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Assalamu'alaikum wbt...Alhamdulillah...selamat kembali ke U. Lama betul saya travel. 20 days of non-stop travelling! I won't call a 20 day of travelling as vacation, because I didn't stop walking and walking and walking! Tak pernah dibuat sepanjang hidup saya! Walaupun banyak cabaran dan dugaan yang datang pada saat-saat akhir perjalanan, semuanya dapat ditangani dengan cekal, Alhamdulillah for

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Assalamu'alaikum...Just nk inform yg saya akan 'berkelana' hingga 27hb Januari ini. Doakan agar saya sentiasa dilindungi Allah swt setiap masa ya. I am very nervous as I never has been away this long! May He make all things easier for all of us, and hopefully this travel is a beneficial to me, ameen.

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Assalamu'alaikum wbt ...Wah...dah lama betul tak menulis! Alhamdulillah kali ni dapat jugak meluangkan sedikit masa untuk share something di sini. Been really busy with work and house cleaning. Alhamdullilah, jadual harian dah agak free sekarang... Alhamdulillah.Sebenarnya banyak benda yang nak dikongsi di sini. Terlalu banyak. Maybe the organization of my writing this time will be a bit

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Assalamu'alaikum...Dalam penulisan kali ini, saya nak share satu ilmu yang berguna, iaitu resipi yang sangat mudah, tapi amat lazat lagi menyelerakan (macam iklan adabi pulak, ;p). Saya memang suka memasak, jadi rasa seronok kalau dapat share ilmu ni dengan siapa-siapa yang sudi.I was so hungry and this vision of a nice, hot and creamy mushroom soup kept flashing in my mind. Tapi tak pandai buat,

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Hati,Kau membimbing,Kau jua mampu memusnah.Hati,Kau kuat,Kau jua lemah tak berdaya.Hati,Kau lembut,Kau jua keras seperti batu.Hati,Kau teguh,Kau jua selalu berubah.Wahai diri,Hati yang bagaimanakah mahu kau miliki?

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Assalamu'alaikum . . . Hahaha...lama betul 'cuti' menulis! Nak kata busy, tak pulak, tapi tak de ilham la..maafla ye. Tapi jangan risau, I'm still fine and okay, alhamdulillah, kering idea je... Meh nak share something about myself. Sejak dari kecik, I think I'm quite a pathetic girl. Kurus, macam tak cukup kasih sayang dan nutrisi. And I can't remember any joyous and happy memoirs from my

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Bukankah Kami telah melapangkan untukmu dadamu? Dan Kami telah menghilangkan daripadamu bebanmu? Yang memberatkan tanggunganmu? Dan Kami tinggikan bagimu sebutan namamu. Kerana sesungguhnya sesudah kesukaran itu ada kemudahan, (sekali lagi ditegaskan) sesungguhnya sesudah kesukaran itu ada kemudahan. Maka apabila kamu telah selesai dari sesuatu urusan, kerjakanlah dengan sungguh-sungguh urusan

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Assalamu'alaikum semua . . .Ramadhan sudah pun berakhir. Perasaan saya bercampur-baur. Sedih meninggalkan bulan mulia ini. Sayu kerana tiada lagi solat terawih hingga Ramadhan next year. Menyesal kerana tidak merasakan bulan ini telah dimanfaatkan sebaik-baiknya. Takut untuk menghadapi bulan-bulan seterusnya kerana syaitan-syaitan telas bebas. Gembira kerana berjaya melalui bulan mulia ini &

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Apabila berbicara tentang malu, pelbagai tafsiran yang muncul di minda kita semua. Malu blushing, tersipu-sipu dan sebagainya. Daripada segi bahasa/literal, malu bermaksud menahan diri dari melakukan sesuatu yang mengakibatkan sesuatu yang negatif, khususnya pada diri sendiri, dan umumnya pada keluarga atau

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Baru-baru ini saya amat merindukan lagu Damba Cinta-Mu, dinyanyikan oleh Raihan. Lagu itu lagu lama kumpulan tersebut, I think 9 to 10 years ago. Di sini saya nak share lirik lagu tu..Amat bermaksa & berkesan di hati jika diselami & dihayati bersungguh-sungguh liriknya...Damba Cinta-Mu by RaihanTuhanku ampunkanlah segala dosakuTuhanku maafkanlah kejahilan hamba-MuKu sering melanggar

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Assalamu'alaikum . . . Wah . . . lama betul saya tak menulis! I have been busy with my assignment and alhamdulillah it's done now. Harap-harap dikurniakan Allah markah yg bagus, amiin... Hari ni (Jumaat 280907) tak de kelas. But I have an important 'event' that is an interview with a reporter from BBC Radio Devon. She is doing some research about multi faiths. Jadi beliau nak interview beberapa

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Actually, I was supposed to be writing my assignment now instead of 'blogging'. Tapi tak boleh nak fokus sejak membaca berita tentang Allahyarhamah Nurin Jazlin. Hati ni sayu & sedih. Saya pernah kehilangan adik yang tersayang (tapi dia tidaklah diambil dari dunia sekejam itu), so I know the depression & sadness that her parents, siblings & relatives feel. Semoga mereka tabah setabah-tabahnya

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Assalamu'alaikum semua. . .Harap semua sihat & dalam rahmat-Nya, dan masih bernafas dalan nafas nikmat iman & Islam. Seriously, lepas 'karya' yang lepas, saya betul2 ketandusan idea untuk menulis! Hurm..bagaimana ya para penulis novel sentiasa banjir dengan idea?Jadi, sementara nak tunggu banjir idea melanda, saya nak kongsi pengalaman saya semalam. It was such a long day! Sampai je di rumah,

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Dulu,aku rasa aku sudah cukup baik,anak yang baik, tak tinggal solat, puasa, pakai tudung.Namun, suatu hari . . .aku duduk di meja dan berfikir,aku tertanya-tanya hakikat penciptaan diri ini,Kenapa ya Allah swt ciptakan aku?Takkan hanya untuk belajar, berkawan & bergembira; happy go lucky je...Aku tidaklah sehebat para sahabat,jauh sekali kalau nak dibandingkan dengan ummul mukminin!Jadi kenapa

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A few days ago, saya ade sebut tentang Yusuf Estes. I know you guys boleh search kt Youtube, tapi di sini saya ada letak satu video yang menceritakan perjalanan beliau kepada nur Islam. Semoga kita sama-sama dapat mengambil manfaat drpd kisah beliau, Insya Allah. . . Kita yang majoritinya memang sejak lahir sudah dipilih untuk bergelar Islam seharusnya bersyukur sebab kita tidak perlu melalui

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Semalam, sebelum saya nak melelapkan mata, saya tiba-tiba rasa macam ada 'serious internal conflicts' melanda diri. As such, saya pun try mencari bacaan yang boleh menenangkan gelodak di jiwa ni. I read Utusan Malaysia (online) and I came across this prominent figure: YUSUF ESTES (never knew him before). Tertarik dengan personaliti beliau sebagai seorang bekas paderi yang telah dipilih-Nya untuk

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Suatu masa dulu, diri ini sentiasa mengeluh. Itu tak kena, ini tak kena, itu tak cukup, ini tak cukup. Mengapa hidupku tak sesempurna insan lain? Mengapa insan di sampingku yang sentiasa bernasib lebih baik? Mengapa dia yang dapat kerja yang kami apply bersama tu, why not me? Aku tolong dia dalam buat assignments, tapi kenapa markah aku lebih rendah daripada dia? Dan banyak lagi persoalan yang

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I know that my life will never be the same again. From the moment I knew the truth, the real truth, I know my journey, my life courses and my path will be harder and different compared with before. I can't wish to turn back time, to the time that I didn't know. What happened meant to happen. Que sera sera. What will be, will be. I am one of the chosen ones. I have to do what I now know. No

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Assalamu'alaikum... Ntah kenape setelah sekian lama, baru terbit rasa nk menulis lagi. Before this, I was preoccupied with assignment that had taken my mental resources away. Cinta...memang besh, memang indah...Tapi AWAS!! Kerana cinta tu buta (which we know and always know). Tapi kenapa ia buta? Well, speaking from my previous experience , it is blind for thousands of reason. Here I

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Everybody knows that the earth is facing climate change problem, but is everybody doing something to help her?

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